My life and death in two words

Once saved

and forgiven

Lust exposed

guilt revealed

death died

blood alive

three months

death date

forty years

life living

new Creation

new life

new purpose

new call

gifted wife

given children

a ministry

people serve

God's glory

God's grace

God's love

addict strays

pornography is

is pornography

fail God

fail wife

fail family

distant again

God speaks

not listen

not hear

life dies

love dies

body dying

soul dying

family hurt

family scarred

still pray

still blog

share past

past shared

disappoint God

disappoint wife

disappoint family

hurt all

dying daily

death day

where go

I know