When I was 19 years old I drank myself to death. Despite my lack of faith God healed me and extended 3 months into 47 years so far. From that I can say the Lord has been to good to me!

As I now struggle with an addiction with pornography I thank God I can struggle rather than just give up.

Whiskey Wet and Lord, You’ve Been Too Good to Me By Gary S. Paxton

Whiskey Wet

You can tell you’re getting older when everyone around you is a whole lot younger than you

You can tell You’re getting older when everyday you lives a whole lot shorter than the one you just went through

I can see these wrinkles getting deeper

And I can feel those stairs a whole lot steeper

And these silent tears I cry aren’t because I’ll have to die

they are tears of regret for the many years I wasted whiskey wet, whiskey wet

Whiskey wet and stoned and high

Whiskey wet pretending it’s alright

Living in a hell you can’t forget

On the edge of life and whiskey wet

You can tell you really blew it when everyone around you talks about the memories you can’t quite recall, at all

You can tell they cherish each one by the piece they show but you just mumble unhuh, but you’re really blank as a wall

I sure missed a lot as life slipped by me droppin, smoking, shootin death inside me

And when I face the Man Who put me in His plan

Will He cancel my bad debt for the years I scoffed at Him, whiskey wet

Whiskey wet and stoned and high

Whiskey wet pretending it’s alright

Living in a hell you can’t forget

On the edge of life and whiskey wet On the edge of life and whiskey wet, whiskey wet

Lord, You’ve Been Too Good to Me

Lord, You’ve been too good to me

Lord, You’ve been far too good to me

First You saved my soul from hell

Then You made my mind, and body so well

You know Lord, You’ve been too good to me Yes You have!

Lord, You’ve done too much for me

I said Lord, You’ve done too much for me

First You bore my sin and shame

Then You turned around and said son you can wear My name

My sweet Lord that’s far too much for me

Lord, when You found me I had no purpose in me

But now I’ll get to see you for all eternity

Maybe Lord, You’ve gone too far for me

Don’t You think Lord, You’ve gone too far for me

I ain’t got nothing that You need

Even though my soul You freed

Now maybe Lord, You’ve gone too far for me Oh, but I love You for it!

Cause Lord, You’ve been too good to me

Yes You have Lord, yes You have

Cause Lord, You’ve been too good,

You’ve been way too good to me Yes You have