I hurt oh God

can feel my brain

within my skull

medicines gift

unwanted gift

feel skin not fit

feel crawling

all over my skin

male menopause

awful heat to cold

hours muscles tense

jerking keeps awake

sleep in short naps

weariness heavy load

times mind wanders

no sense of time

each days passes

some seem so long

what yesterday

what tomorrow

pills tell what day

how long can go on

God alone does know