I should count my blessings

but I hurt and am overcome

I should be thankful to God

but my life is a disordered mess

What blessings do I have to count

What do I have to be thankful for

My hurts outnumber my blessings

My pains overcome my giving thanks

But all of that is a lie from my heart

God's blessings are gentle and unnoticed

There is an abundance to be thankful for

Help me see beyond to the blessings God