He is still here but now unseen

He is watching me even now

I can feel his presence often

I must be going mad-aren’t I

Between PTSD and bad dreams

Am I in a paranoid delusion

Is this mental or spiritual trouble

Does it even really matter to me

He is still watching me-but why

There is no hostility in his gaze

I just feel uncomfortable by it

Please go away, please go away

4/22/2024