6/7/2022 The last few weeks have been, well terrible. My spinal stimulator has finally found a setting which has reduced the pain and I am sleeping better. It is easy to give up on hope and grace but it really is harder because you can either believe you deserve the pain or that no one cares. With hope even if it is true the pain is deserved or those around you do not care you know there will be a deliverance at some point. A time of good, of relief or joy no matter how brief. Without hope it can happen and you will not notice it and miss the joy of this time.

This is a combination of my Hope and Grace Journals.