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PAIN
I know pain my old friend
For pain is my old friend
We have lived life endlessly
Lived life so painfully

There is no day without pain
My own eternal strain
Not always the same place
Not always seen on my face

Some days worse than others
Under pains darkest covers
Sleep evade and rest it flees
Steals away my times of ease

Rest cannot hold it at bay
For pain has come to stay
Does this pain belong to me?
Why, O Lord, cannot I flee?

Is this my own fleshly thorn?
To be this lifetime borne?
Is God the author of this pain?
Is it because of my own stain?

Questions many answers few
When will this pain be through?
Is God too small or pain too large?
Does pain my strength enlarge?

Will answers decrease my pain?
Will they decrease my stain?
Is it forgiveness that I need?
Or His laws should I heed?

Or is pain a part of life?
Lived in such varied strife?
If not our own than others
Jailed in pain like brothers

Some pain is our very own
Some by others is strewn
Like seeds of death they bloom
Growing into our own doom

Found and lost all the same
Caught in this painful game
Paying the price for mans sin
Until we can begin again

Jesus is our hope and healing
For pains terrible dealing
One day the end will come at last
When life begins and darkness past

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