4/17/2022 Easter Sunday!!! This day is so important Christians changed the day of sabbath from Saturday to Sunday. All of Creation is redeemed! Will I accept that redemption? Can I abuse that redemption to the point of losing it? Such an amazing event raises hope, grace, love, faith, joy and many questions. So many questions.
4/15/2022 My mind continues to be fuddled, there is at times a terrible buzzing sound and there are moments of tremendous weakness. I struggle with my addiction to pornography and weariness is a weight I cannot overcome. Where is hope. Looking over the previous entries you make think I live in constant hope but they are not messages from me but to me. Can I believe in hope? Can I hope in hope? Can I….
This is a combination of my Hope and Grace Journals.
I remember. Today is Good Friday.
4/14/2022 Recently someone showed me hope and grace can be the foundation of a strength greater than he could have imagined. This person was able to stand and do the right thing for others at the possible great cost to himself. It taught me strength is not a muscle in itself but comes from the strong muscles like hope, grace, love and peace. This is the source of strength.
This is a combination of my Hope and Grace Journals.
4/12/2022 There is a constant buzzing in my head for almost a day and it is finally going away. At first I thought it was something outside but when I stick my fingers in my ears the sound either stays the same or increases. I am very weak and have had to stop and lean against something to keep from falling. Hope seems so far away but I must believe it surrounds me waiting for me to see!
This is a combination of my Hope and Grace Journals.
4/11/2022 Over the last week hope has been hard to come by. I think of those suffering because of Putin’s grab for power, China’s attempt to flex their power even as it grows weaker daily, the battle against life as many babies are offered to the evil one through abortion, the fracturing of the denominations and so many who are starved – enslaved and murdered. But their hope helps me have hope. God help all those who need hope to see You have hope surrounding them all the time!
This is an entry from my Hope Journal which helps me hope, beyond hope.
There is a place beyond grace but that is not God’s choice or even creation. Some will argue God must have created the place beyond grace but I do not believe that is true. To dwell beyond grace is to either not accept grace or to throw it away after having received it. BUT EITHER OF THESE PLACES ARE OUR CHOICE NOT GOD’S!!!
From my Grace Journal to remind me of our need not for agreement but grace in our relationships.
Prayer Warrior If you don't have time to pray you need to pray even more
