Into death I fall, my body devoid of life

will someone close my unseeing eyes

close my gaping jaw so like deaths maw

giving some dignity death rips away

cold spreads through but I don’t feel

my once flowing flesh becoming hard

my fleshly clothes slowly will decay

will I be buried or be burned to ash

no longer is that important to me

I have paid the price of sins price

as dying we die, the price of our sin

sin of believing I can be my own god!    5/3/2020

Darkness fills my life and I die forevermore

God saved my physical and spiritual Life

but then I squandered God’s grace and Life

pornography became my god and my death

“4 For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted the heavenly gift, and have become partakers of the Holy Spirit, 5 and have tasted the good word of God and the powers of the age to come, 6 if they fall away, to renew them again to repentance, since they crucify again for themselves the Son of God, and put Him to an open shame.” (Heb 6:4-6 NKJV)

Some say from salvation we cannot depart

but God says to depart from the Holy Spirit

depart from the taste of the heavenly gift

is to crucify Jesus again and cause shame

God, I brought so much disgrace to You

I served pornography instead of You

I loved pornography instead of You

God, I brought so much disgrace to You    4/30/2020

We cannot see the darkness in our self

Light reveals the dark and casts away    4/30/202

Light and darkness battle in heavenly war

a war fought over the souls God created

There is no way darkness can win the war

but hurt God by perverting those He loves

Hatred and fear are weapons for dark’s war

God uses love, faith and hope to overcome

Darkness destroys darkness during this war

the victory of Light brings life forever more    4/30/2020

Does God hear the prayer of the unsaved

Does God hear the prayer of the twice unsaved

Does it do any good for those lost to pray

Does the prayer of the lost help others

I do not know but I will continue to pray

I do not know but I will still lift up others

I do not know but will pray for needs I see

I do not know but I will continue to pray      4/29/2020

“This is my Father’s world”

Could it be my Father’s world where babies killed by abortion

Could it be my Father’s world where sexual slavery is “normal”

Could it be my Father’s world where there is murder for organs

Could it be my Father’s world where “alternate life” is normal

Could it be my Father’s world where humans kill for amusement

Could it be my Father’s world where justice is purchased

Could it be my Father’s world where evil is exported and imported

Could it be my Father’s world where out of fear Bible is illegal

Could it be my Father’s world where prayer is thought to be bad

Could it be my Father’s world where God’s people dwell in apathy

Could it be my Father’s world where good is evil and evil is good

     This world which God created with power and love has been polluted by our pride in desiring to be God!

Sin is the worst pollution that has ever been!

Sin is the #1 cause of death as all deaths are the fruit of sin!

     We live in a world shrouded in darkness and drenched in blood! Where weeping and screams rise to God every moment! Where people call out for God and His children in silence close their eyes and ears!

Can this be our Father’s world? How can I answer?

4/27/2020

The Corona virus pandemic makes worse

The pain and desperate want made worse

Hungers tentacles spreads and made worse

Medical care and community made worse

The heart of many offer hope to make better

Doctors and nurses work hard to make better

Those who clean, haul trash make it better

First responder’s, military’s keep order better

What will be said about now in the future

How will this time affect us in the future

How can we prepare to make a better future

Let us, guided by God, make a better future    4/24/2020